yesterday was like the last day of skl..
suddenly berry sad.. lol..
4 years.. so fast over..
i sure will miss the teachers.. esp mr azri..
hahas.. always making fun of me dehz..
well.. will also miss all my frenz..
reaching the last lap of da race le..
gonna put it to a nice end..
dun care if uu belive i study annot..
i know.. i did..
so wad if i am playful??
its by nature wad.. blame me?
wad ever..
wheez.. i'm moving ome next year..
so glad.. no more staying at china town..
no more bad memories..
no more no more..
no more of uu..
no more * mouses and jealousy
no more mood swings...
but i'll still keep in contact with my lovers..
hahas.. my never ending fwenship with...
i'll name all of u out okie??
terrence and joanna
adeline and emilia..
andrea and frances..
sock hoon and jack
lalala and lelelele
bla bla bla and bobobobo
hahas...
well and i mean everyone tt i know
will never forget and will keep in contact k??
bestwaytocureaheartacheistoleave
right?
stillthisbrokenmethisbrokensmile

allience?? nahz.. these are just some of the different cliks in the class.. 

my ever loving good fren.. still loveing u!! hahas.. 

hahas.. the 5 da cai zhi in my class.. micky(zhixian), andy(zhan hao), wayne(fooloong), desmond(weixiong), wes(shihai). always brings luaghter and joy to the class.. may the unbreakable bond Btween them last forever.. 

before ---> after.. woakakakakas.... presenting the always fighting to be taller wantian and me!!! * wo men shi yong yuan de peng you ohz * 

how is starch digested in the mouth ar... hahas.. this question berry scary.. lol... bio bio bio... i love this 2 bio teachers to the bits!! esp miss chan.. I LOVE YOU!!! 

my all time favourate teacher.. leonard chiong and mr DT... will miss em berry berry much... mr chiong... MY NYAA !!!!! hahas.. =P 

ii know uu people love me to bits.. and thanks for all these !!!! but... love me dosent mean to make me FAT... well.. i'm enjoying.. hehes.. a big THANKS to all of uu.. 
da jia hao..
wo hen men...
lalalalalalalas.........
super super sian lor can???
31.. next monday.. chinese!!!!
shit lor...i still cannot read...
bless me everybody.. bless me..
hohohohoho...
thses few day as u can see...
am kinda close with jo!!
lalalalals....
actually nth to tok bout.. just feel like blogging..
haiz...
andreea... can i tok to u plz???
i knda hav my ans ald.. well..
maybe is i interprate myself one...
dunnoe rite or wrong..
got my pri skl photos bk from jack..
met him like today..
still da same short short one..hahas..
okie dun be evil ya..
finish writing letter to RUTH..
my best fren.
now looking for stamp..
i miss her... miss our chats..
miss our cycles..
miss our luaghters.. our gossips..
our love stories.. our everything..
esp our BASKETBALL MATCH!!!!
talk bout ruth.. i misss HO YEE LEE>.<
LOW PEI QI.... VINCENT NG.....
QUACK BENG HWEE *blushes*
and my WAYNE LIM....
GINNY PUA.. JEANNETTE FOO ...
bla bla bla.....
hahahahahahahas.....
all our fond memories...
at the basket ball court.. west mall and stuff...
i miss u all guys.... miss uncle sedeck..
he is always so nice.. always giv us chocolates..
miss my liabary... wo de tian tang...
miss the fitness corner with lotsa spiders.. lols..
miss the shell station...
lalalas... i miss everything....
i miss the past..
where there are no worries or wad so ever..
loveship frenship..all so pure..
ghrrzz... wad mai doin???
HAIZ...

hahas.. i should hav like posted this quite long ago la.. but am doin it now.. hehes.. this, i present to u.. part of my o levels art.. 

fat cheecks.. arghz!!!! i grew FAT!!! and thats a GOOD NEWS!!! 

i wanna be a loved princess.. loved by uu.. 

its obvoius we love ourselves.. hahas.. okie.. maybe its just i'm the zhi lian one okie?? hahas.. 
hey.. please discarad all my prevoius pots k??
all those are just kinda typed out out of anger.. ya??
hahas.. mood swing and stuff..
i will still hav la.. so please bare with me kkz??
exam stress la.. muz understand...
haiz.. i'm kinda sianz now..
i heard tt my papa (gan papa) is angry with me..
tought i could go see his yiew keng today one..
but now... forget it lor.. dun go liaoz..
well.. to think of it.. he should be angry with me bahz..
i really did alot of things i shouldn hav..
which really made him angry..
but... to me is like.. i'm still xiao..( young)
so should let me explore and play with my life rite??
should let me experience mahz..
just let me fall and get up myself mahs..
rite?? or i'll never learn..
than summore he hav so many nu er..
oso no time for me dehz.. last time ask him out
everytime say no time..than now blame me..
wad the hell lor.. hav me or no me oso the same wad..
just go look at his friendster lor..
all the testi al start with.. *papa ar...
than last time still tell me he dun anyhow keep nu er one..
who say adults dun lie.. i know one just here lor..
so he can bluff me.. y i cannot??
haiz.. adults.. dunnoe wad they thinkin oso..
hahas..kinda had fun in skl today..
next time i teach u how to play sissors paper stone k??
berry berry fun dehx..
woakakakakakas...
oh ya.. i hav this pao pao on my leg.. berry berry pain..
berry berry poor thing.. knocked my bed de METAL..
got orh cher and zhong zhong de pao pao..
*sobz sobz
but the swell is getting better.. so dun worry!!
super sian.. exams are coming le..
i am working.. but kinda feel like slaking ard..
i noe i cant... coz the 54S are choinging ald oso...
cannot loose to them.. MUZ WIN EM!!!
they so lan.. i cannot be any worse..
so gotta go study liaoz.. buh-bye!!
miss me okie??
sissors paper STONE!!
][ ai wo zhi ji ][
you you you yes you!!!
you were the cause of all my mood swings..
foeget about it..
you'd never bother bout me anyway..
i strongly belive that all u seee now,
all u think of are only ur 54s frenS..
people always say..
jiu de bu qu xin de bu lai
maybe i should forgot this friendship...
maybe i was really holding on too tight..
maybe there wasnt even a *freindship Btween us at all..
it was just all a *make up by myself..
perhaps i was never ur fren
i might be right.. right?
coz whenever i'm down..
u were never ther for me..
NEVER!!!
only da holy oneS and chanel were there..
where were you??
huh!!! laughing away with the 54S...
i hate you you you you you!!!
FUCK OFF MY SIGHT THIS MINUTE!!!!
wad promises u've made.. HUH!
thanks for TRYING to cheer me up
with all those fake promises..
THANK YOU!!!
BULL-SHIT
you you you you are just full of SHIT!!!
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i want to go home...
i dun wanna stay at wai po *Home no more..
right here right now i cant even cry when i'm down..
not even at *Home.. less speaking to cry in school...
my tears are bursing inside me..
i can take it no more..
i wan to go home where i can cry cry cry...
at least cry befor mummy is home fro work..
or wad so ever...
where nobody will stare at me..
where no body is ard..
i wan to go home..
where i hav all the space to myself..
where i have all the freedom i wan..
home home home..
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i really wish i had chosen NA 4 yrs back..
i WUN BE IN OUTRAM..
i wun be wad i am now..
i wun noe people like you nor the 54S
my mind wun be as *polluted
my tears wun be as much
my heart wun ache
i might just be much happier..
just better of without OUTRAM..
i always say..
i hate outram but i like the people here..
well i dare to say and speak out loud now..
I HATE THE PEOPLE IN OUTRAM MORE THAN I HATE THE SKL!!!
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this might just be a post out of anger or wad ever..
but this is serously wad i feel..
cries of me
tears for you

is this creative or wad... lol... my boiboi did it!! aw... aint he cute?? 

hahas.. NEW RON berry thirsty.. cought him drinking water... 

bordem got me to take snap shots of everything i see ya? w/o flesh --> w/ flesh 

okie.. i admit.. i was really bored during dinner lor... can tell rite.. 

haahs... get wad i mean??? lol... JL dressed super matured la.. i feel berry childish beside her.. mann.. when will i grow up??? 

love birds of the day!!! hahas.. qing lu juang.. SUPER LOVING CAN... 

met my dearest later at night.. it was his birthday!! went to carls Jr. for dinner with KL JL Darius Mi yun Li qin Rahiinah and of coz the Bday BOY .... 

hahas... another guessing photo... now... guess who they are.. lol.. hav fun!! 

hahas.. went swimming with mua frenz last like on fri.. had lotsa fun spitting water at each other.. was really a YUCKS tough.. hahas... ohoh.. guess who in this picture.. click for larger view.. 
dunnoe why i'm having horrible moodswings lately...
i can like smile now and staat to cry next..
wads happening to me???
maybe exam stress?? or some other reason..
wo bu zhi dao hao bu hao..
sometimes i just feel like screaming at the bottom of my voice..
or even squad down in da middle of no where n cry...
or even.. jump off a building..
take planty of pills... slit my own throat..
sufforcate myself.. lalala.. just feeling suicidal...
cries..
i hate that big FAT Fishball!!!
F-ng ass hole.. Flat chested!!
always think so highly of urselF and always Fail to look into da mirror..
pls la just look can??
see how Fat and horrible u look la!!
always think ur jokes berry Funny..
but actually u r like makeing a Fool oF urselF can??
ya.. u might say im not perfect,
but i bet i hav 99.99% higher sex appeal than her lor!!!
Fuck-oFF u Fy person!!!
lotsa things happened lately..
and am in low sprits..
did some soul searching..
and realized that i hadnt have much friends
to turn to when i'm in need...
salt
always so busy.. always with 45,54
get PS-ed almost all the time..
like 9 out of 10?
45,54 is like always our prob..
dun get much time to tok to salt..
esp in skl with the 45,54 ard..
wadeva it is.. we r drifting apart..
so far i cant even see his shadows..
miss-in all the fun time we HAD..
dun wanna tok bout the rest..
coz they still bothered to be *concerned bout me
i love ONLY
boiboi chanel ter darius andrea
and occasionally
emilia adel n gang!!!!!
and i mean ONLY
moaning moaning...
yes i am.. i just neeed a crying soul..
a luffing mate... 2 in 1 person...
y izzit like so hard to find one??
i hate samson!!!!!
just feel like throwing him into a HUGE toilet bowl
and FLUSH the hell out of him...
only noe how to bad mouth pple..
and cause misunderstanding btween pple...
how mean can u get???
* flush flush flush
i'll never wad happened on 91005 ( sunday)
woakakas...
really had fun in skl today with all the make-ups..
everything started when xian slept in class..
lolx.. i stuck some masking type on his hand
when my best pal shouted " wan make-ups??"
hahas.. we ' ter ' me 'chanel 'emilia
started to get crazy.. we applied a thick layer of
make-up on xian.. 'foundation which is like not of his tanned colour la..
' blusher 'eye liner 'mascara 'lip gloss
oh man.. u wun belive it la.. but he seriously look PRETTY
if i were a guy and he's a ger.. i'll make him mine..
lol.. too bad.. reality is the other way rd.. haha..
than the F4 of our klass came in.. hahas..
we had more fun... i was the make up artist fer wes..
and chanel did the rest fer ZH Des and FL..
they each look funny... esp FL.. spiderman..
aiyo/.. u just hav to be there to feel the fun..
Zh looked super pretty oso can.. hahas..
went to the art rm with the make ups..
MR aZri was like.. WAD THE HELL..okie..
he was speechless in short.. hahas.. funny la..
look at his facial expression lor.. damnn funny...
yeah.. those were the fun parts..
hm.. spoke to chanel sft skl..
really felt better.. but.. still as confused tou..
my mind is in a whirl... flashbacks.. bla bla..
*cries

hahas... kawaii rite... PINK!!! than hav a pair of ears some more.. i LOVE who ever gave this to me.. 
oh... thought i would hav a great day ahead but it wasnt so la.. lol...
i shall start my story..
hahas..
early in da mornig.. we as in
' me ' cla ' ter ' kai ' xuan
were walkin tu skl ( as usuall )
than this wierd guy ( unknown) stoped us..
common sence we walked away la..
than he like came up and grabbed ' kai by his collar..
* oei.. upper sec, wo jiao ni lei
supper sick rite.. wad the hell lor..
than started tu tok carb tu em..
* got chap bo.. where u stay.. yada yada lala..
the smart people ( me and ter )
walked away and called DT
haha.. than...
( no more climate liaoz)
they so called ran away..
i heared that the guys were drunk la..
and someone got boxed * arbish
poor thing lor..
lol..
ya.. than .. haha.. one happy thing..
i received a present.. hehe.. a watch..
its super cute la..
i really like it.. PINK!!
not only that.. hahas..
later i upload the photo..
than super dump la..
during recess..
SW came tu me and scold me..
woa kaoz.. my skirt berry short mehz...
its been like this since like sec 3??
now than catch me..
WTF............
expect me to but new skirt la?? pls lor...
spend so much $$$ on a skirt..
like tt nvm la.. but wear fer like.. a month or 2?
super kuku can??
* pengzZzZzZ * faint lor

WoW.. aiint the rainbow niice?? took this picture early in da morning at bout 7.. wad a beautiful sight.. i love rainbows.. 
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