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the distorted us.. funny?? okie.. lame.. 
i love them al. K-ing with my besties.. jo ter and xian this mornin..
people of NEC.. not all la..
ahahahahahas...
finally got time to blog liaoz....
the pc show ended like yesterday..
super tiring lor..
but made quite a num of new fwenz..
yeahz.. good thing..
hav like at least 180+ lor..
but also met some bitches la..
ass hole lor that one. will blog bout her later on..
mann... o level finally over liaoz..
super shuang..
yeahz.. like u noe was at the pc show at expo lor..
Arwin was there oso.. me is NEC...
arwin is ACER.. lol.. was kinda @_@ shocked when i see arwin lor..
okie la.. nth much bout him..
where was i??
oh.. the pc show n people yeah..
lotsa interestin people lor..
one xiao mei mei..
15 years old only.. V cute..
her voice oso super HIGH pitch.. V loud oso...
always like to call me jie jie.. yea..
loved by everyone lor..
oso hav another bitch..
tought she was okie te first few days lor..
but turned out to be a DEVIL..
i hate her lor..
super big costomer snatcher..
sole my customer.. me nt only victim lor..
my sis oso kana.. IDOIT..
coz we go by commition mahz..
more u "sell" more u "earn" lor..
so she try to "sell" to "earn" lor....
but still too bad lor..
however hard she try to "earn" money 4 herself..
still sell lesser than me.. sad lor...
but still berry unspeakable of her to STEAL wad...
man.. i HATE HER....
forget bout it.. pple at the show will know..
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yeahz.. went K-ing with jo and gang..
still hanging out as usuall...
YEEEPEEEESSSS.....
hav sone pics to put up later... dun worry..
wait.. lol...
i sooo love this gang of people..
they just wrock my life...
oso went job searching with them lor..
hahas.. bez thing was jo n i went to BRA shop to interview..
=P khool hor.. but think chances are slim lor..
saw wes aka shi hai at taka..
with this **tch....
look super arrogent lor...
think she tall dua gi..
shi hai oso our fren wad.. aiyo.. wadever..
realize i like to complain alot these few days..
get more n more naggy liaoz..
die.. turning old!!! dun wan!!!
hahas.. lame lor... =P
finally bought my COIN POUTCH!!!
ROXY!!!...
black and pink!! berry pretty...
*muackz muackz.. i love it..
but still waiting for da jie to buy me my ROXY BAG LOR...
WAITING... hahas.. oso waiting for my pay...
hope mummy will let me use it for my contacts..
*dreaming...
*slaps..
chao..
mann... i bet u are up to nth good..
just look at ur damn bloody attitude today...
to think that u can just change lyk e weather??
wad the hell lor..
one moment can be icy cold..
the next everyone gets sunburn??
WTF???
u r one lame ass_______
still counting down...
one more paper to go..
one more day..
lol... and tml is the *tikam day
(-_0)"________
saw square top yest... no more angry le!!!
finally tok to me le.. okie..
i finallly dare to tok to him le!!!
lol... he really like berry busy tou..
still bo xi gam for me... sianz 1/2....
lol.... yest i think is *yew keng ar..
than rushed down to jo's area go see...
coz heard tt yun yang der.. =P
than ter came down mit us..
go tiong walk walk ..
and realized tiong had MORE THAN WORDS...
lol.. its new i guess.. nv see B4...
super long neber go shopping le...
WHEEE_______
was kinda flipping tru the old photos.. and i still miss these 3 girls here big time.. i lovee them as much.. still in contact except ruth.. my closest then.. still lookin hard.. anyone of u ever know her.. tell me!!! * huiqin -> yeeLee -> RUTH -> peiQi *
why havnt u left??
why wun u leave me alone??
i'm no subsitude..
and i dun wanna be one..
just look at me.. i'm no one else..
HUIQIN.. AMBER.. ME..
i'm not SHE.. not HER..
memories_____
short and simple..
im not in a good mood again..
juz by a small thing...
everythinf back into my mind..
cries_____
best of all.. i saw 5566 at tiong baruh!!! okie u muz be thinkin *wad a ulu place* oh my god.. i was like so shocked and *happy.. i idol... SAM!!! he is like super shuai can.. good thing i brought my d cam out.. i wun be even be able to take these *blur photos.. lol.. super crowed la.. lots.. and i mean LOTS of people.. AAARRGGHHZZZ.. so goin crazy over them.. HAO SHUAI AR!! will anyone buy me their hao jiu bu jian?? i'm broke.. please?? i'll love u like hell.. hahas..
hahas.. was at mr Azri's place today... with xian jo and ter.. well chanel was supposed to go.. but smth cropped up last min.. sad.. yeahs.. anyways.. we had lotsa fun flipping tru his old potos and stuff.. the little muslim dian xin oso berry nice..
I looked away
Then I looked back at you
You tried to say
Things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
Chorus
I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it 'cause I'm in love with you
You're the only one
I'd be with 'til the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
Chorus
Want to know who you are
Want to know where to start
I want to know what this means
Want to know how to feel
Want to know what is real
I want to know everything, everything
Chorus (2x)
I'm in love with you
'Cause I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
cheee......
bio's next monday.. follwing paper one..
than everything is over!! how great..
cant wait for the 22nd..
*dreaming*
tou i think its kinda early..
ive planned waddda do aft 22nd ald..
gonna highlight mua hair purple or pink..
*chop chop chop off mua sides...
digg money from mua bank and do mua braces..
*pain pain pain
will be at some pc show(nt sure wad)
selling labbies
*mua am a NOOB
dunnoe if i can manage to sell anything...
* sad sad sad...
nvm for the sake of $$$ i try...
after which.. gonna look for jobbies...
*for more $$$$
either with andrea or ter and gang(i think)
when i get mua pay..
if hav enough $$$$
wanna make contact....
*slaps
tralalalalalalasss....
mua plan.........
chao~
2 more to go...
6 more to walk...
just cant wait for the exams to be over man..
my flu is killing me..
so is my ulcur.. GGRRRZZZZ....
*strangles to death
*drop dead
sturdie studie.. at my lao gong place.. okie.. doin art.. and with lotsa disturbance with some ah mahs SPEAKING loudly.. maybe shouting.. dunnoe la.. in-born LOUD speaker.. -_-" made us quite pissed tou.. yea.. and try to figure out where we are sitting.. its not a good spot.. coz its freezin cold..
i love ronald.. muahahahas.. my number one lao gong !!!
click on picture for larger view..
woakakakas...thanks to my d cam.. now.. focus on the white one on the right.. pretty pretty??
man.. i WANT this phone.... check out the functions.. @ sony ericsson.com w550i... pretty rite? other colors are available..i LOVE the white one... but i just cant get hold of the color i like.. i mean the picture..
4 more papers to go...
2 more weeks..
1 miss u...
my obsession with pigs...
i think this is pretty and very well done.. woakakakakas.... i did it again..
100% done by me, pencil drawn.. lovely??
LIAR.....
there hav been alot of misunderstanding btween us.. why do we only get to solve it now?? why?? why wun u ever giv me a chanve to speak??why just by saying "i wun disturb u anymore" stop all the conversation?? i dun understand... now u will just forget bout our past wont u?? why are u just so heartless?? why wun u giv me a chance to speak?? wad about disturbing me?? u didnt!!! wad about our time spent together?? dun they mean anything to u?? wad am i to you??why can u just say u r goin to forget and u forget?? why can u do it so easily?? i hate u... u suck so big big time!!! I HATE YOU!!!
why muz u make me cry again and again??
maybe on 2nd thoughts.. i was the one disturbing u... disturbing ur peace.. disturbing ur relationship with ur mum.. i was the one.. not u..
will u pls stop saying u r disturbing me?? pls stop saying sorry.. pls pls pls... why wun u ask..
why keep assuming?? any idea these few days wo zheng me guo ma?? any idea these few nites how i cry myself to bed?? any idea how much pain than love u brought to me?? any idea how much more pressure and stress u've brought to me?? any idea how sore my eyes were every morn.. they were so painful.. i had to lie in bed for hours before i can get up.. before the sore is gone.. ANY IDEA??!!! this maybe a SIMPLE relationship.. a super simple one.. and also a V short one.. but any idea how much pain it means when u say u wanna break up?? the words u used tonite are enough for me to hate u eternity... forever... simple words.. but with great force.. enough to put me in hell.. how cruel of u..
why am i always left behind?? why?? why am i always alone?? why am i always abandoned?? why nobody wants me?? abanden in this house lone.. abonden by my dad.. abandon by CTXY.. AAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm just like a vessel.. so whole on the outside... so empty inside.. i hate u.. i hate everyone out there.. i hate all of u!!!
promise me dun tok to me about breaking up....
still rmb this mag??
i promised.. and i kept the promise...
u didnt..
i'm okie and fine..
wun be blogging till sometime..
i just finish my new skin.. i noe i shouldn hav..
*strangles myself*
this may be my last post... let me speak k?
i really dunnoe wad u r thinkin..
i dunnoe.. sometime i really wish to flush u into one big toilet bowl..
flush u away.. coz i dun wanna see u anymore..
coz u brought tears to my eyes..
u brought pain to my life..
i am pampered by everyone.. but u..
well.. pampered.. yes u did.. for 3 mths??
exaclly 3 mths?? thanks..
thanks for allowing me to Be Strong myself..
allowin me to stand alone..
allowin tears to reach my eyes..
xie xie ni..
*smiles*
bye... till next time..
i hav so many damn fucking things to say but there is no single soul out here for me,!!! so wad if o levels is coming? like i fucking care now la!! like i really dun wanto study like that lor..
but there is really no one at home ma... and i dun like to be alone esp when i'm down can
?? all wanted is to just go out study.. berry hard mehz? like one piece of ur meat will drop off like that .. i really dunnoe wad all of u wan out of me.. jie jie is jie jie wad.. they smart is their problem wad.. i am still me wad.. i hav my limits and i noe where i stand.. why compare? i hate u to bits can? sometime i really wish u had aborted me 16 yrs ago.. why giv birth to me when u noe u dun hav enpough love to share among us?
why cant i go out? im 16 ald for goodness sake.. why still tie me so thight to u when u noe i want to break free.. the more u ristrict the more rebel i'll become.. why cant u even respect me and give me my little bit of privacy?? why always check on me like as if i'm only 16 MTHS old?? i'm not in a good mood.. infact i am in a super BAD mood.. i dun understand u.. i really dun!!! whats wrong with my friends? at least with them i feel free.. they make my smile.. u make my tears.. whats so fucking wrong if i look them up when i am down? i so dun see whats wrong lor... i know they'll wipe my tears away.. they make me smile.. they'll make my day alrite again.. they make me feel loved.. they make me feel part of them.. and for goodness sake.. we dun do illigel things.. we are just healthy friends.. whats wrong??!!! they listen to my problems.. they help me solve.. even if they cant.. they'll lend me a crying shoulder.. what hav u done for me??
i had cried enough last night why make me cry again now? my eyes HURT.. they really do.. sore and painfull.. will u care?? workaholic!!! why wun u just push me down the building so u wun hav to " worry " bout me no more?
my mind is filled of hatred.. tears.. and nothing else.. why add on to my pain?? of all times now??
why wun u understand me? why? why wun u listen to me and let me noe i exist in ur world? i noe i dun.. and now.. i dun wanto anymore.. i'm alone.. and i dun mind being alone anymore.. i stand by myself.. i hate u..
i hate u i hate u i hate u!!!]
u suck so damn fucking much!!!
u are so unspeakable!!
fuck off my dan fucking sight now!!!
of all times why so damn fucking now?
u damn bloddly fucker!!
u want an answer??!! here they are!!!
dun tell me u still love me
coz i so damn DUN BELIVE u no MORE!!
DUN ask me to wait coz i wun!!
dun tell me u fang bu xia..
coz i dun fucking care!!
u brought tears to my eyes again..
sore and painful..
who cares..
u dun anymore..
pple keep telling i found the right person..
i think i found the WRONG one..
i hate u i hate u i hate u...
this fucking post is for uuuuuuuu!!!
cries of help...
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