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i lost my wallet..
damn the fucker who picked it up and didn return.. i curse the hell out of euu..
thx sky, bao bei, shu jaun, jolyn and baby.. sorry fer all the trouble.. thx fer the money.. thx feer bein der..
people, iim not nice.. seriosly..
im amber.. some gal on streets that u'll hear her screaming anything unpleasent.. some ugly freak.. someone hu really iis qiian biian.. i hate myself..
ask me again.. where iis huiqin.. where iis the nice girl.. the one who noes nth much in the outside world.. the sua teng de sua ku~.. the one who hates stick-ers~ the one who speaks nicely..
i lost her.. lost fer quite sometyme i realised today..
drowned in my own tears.. swolled by my own sorrows.. killed by myself..
huiqin is dead in the hands of amber..
thiis boy iis reall cute! how ii wiish my son will look liike hiim.. as iin iin the future lahz.. pengz~ anyway ii was at BK plaza when ii took thiis pic.. i was goiing crazy over thiis cute lill boy.. i went mad when someone went over and gave em' some cute bk crown~.. he looked at my cam!! okie.. let put iit that he diao me.. wad ever.. hiis cute.. totally.. smiles~ pintch pintch*.. hahas.. iif randy see thiis i bet he'll say hao chi hao chi*.. hahas.. slaps* 
ii thought thiis was V niice..
ii was doiin some thiinkiing today.. looked at my friieds ard me.. and thought of myself.. ii realised that normally ( not all ) giirls who are like average looking ( or worse ) , theiir relationship last super long.. okiie like more than 3 mths at least.. hahas.. ii looked at myself.. and ii thought again.. maybe ugly giirls get cheat easily too.. as iin love~ in the sence feelings~ not body~.. okie i should stop here.. no ill intentions.. not trying to suan anyone or praise myself.. just some personal thoughts.. =))
ii feel kinda useless somethiimes.. im a total biitch too.. :))
my sales these few day iis liike shiit.. totally.. too much stiicks.. tryiing to cut down.. i love mentos.. :)) i love my lill puppy randy!! i mean i do okie.. hahas.. kisses~ seng iis niice.. but he loves to chii chu.. sam.. i love hiis ring.. dun intend to return lehz~.. im still alrite with the rest.. nth much..
when iim free euu r not.. when euu r free.. im not.. euu were rite.. indeed.. we are driffitiin apart.. i criied.. now ii totally hav no idea who ii can turn to for chats.. jie jie dun farking care.. john kor is leaviing.. for army in few days time.. joanna is farr too busy for me.. randy knows nth much.. im always left alone.. by euu.. and em' ?
cries of help never reach anyone.. they never did..
iif u ever where to hold the key to my heart.. hold it tite.. dun ever loose iit.. or i'll be gone too..
i fell.. i'm dead.. thiis iis not miie.. its just her..
stop comparing.. i'll start to HATE.. not only u but also the one whom u used me to compare with.. i know u see nth good in me.. say im useless.. say i suck.. i dun care.. not anymore.. define home~ to me again.. i cant rmb wad it means anymore.. tell me wad family~ means.. i cant rmb either..
tie me anymore tighter.. i'll get more rebellious.. once i break free.. u'll never get me back.. the more u keep me indoors.. the more i never want to go back~.. once i break free from ur cluntches.. u'll never find me~ back again.. i'll get so bad i promise, u'd rather u never gave birth to me..
i meant wad i said last nite.. once i find a room.. i'll move out..
the idea of goin back to skl suddenly seemed so far..
the thought of being with eu makes me numb..
u asked me if i wanted to reconsider our realationship last nite..
u asked if i still loved eu..
eu knew what my ans were..
but what will urs be if ii asked the same thing?
i cried..
i cried again.. my best work mate cannot work..
some family problem..
no one will be there to steng~ with me..
share mentos with me.. carry my bag..
draw some smile on my face..
buy me my poka green tea and my dou naii~..
i cried.. i'll miss my lill puppy!!
da gou gou hao xiang xiao gou gou~
say im a sadist
i cant cant be bothered..
say im spoilt
i'm just pampered..
say i suck
i'm just better than u..
fuck fuck fuck.. im all fucking screwd up today.. its all shit... i hav no skl to go to.. and the fucking ite system is all screwed up.. damn it! fuck the hell! my day is bad enough!! for hells sake im only 17!! why giv me so many fucking problems in ONE fucking day??!! CCB la!! KNN!!!
i feel so darn shitty now.. no replies.. my phone hav gone all so silent aft he sent me away.. no skl to go to.. i tried to apply.. i did.. i cant grt in.. now even if i want to try again oso cannot.. the stupid system is all cocked up.. i cant get into the freaking page to check vacancy!!! am i soo damn fucking bad? send me to hell than.. GO AHEAD!! fuck care..
all dead..
no mood to blog..
all fucked up~
hi.. im back to blog again.. hahas.. the it show is over.. well.. i am quite pleased that there is someone out there to keep me company.. hahas.. my lill randy xiao di.. hahas... w/o fail i'll receive hiis msg everyday.. hahas.. *jiie.. bla bla bla.. * jie lalala.. and of coz my loved one will call me everynite when work is over fer the day.. loved* we'll chat like hours.. i love hiim.. hiis my man.. wo hen aii hen aii mark wong.. muackz..
berry sad.. someone supposingly to be kors kors ( also working with asus ) thought that im a *jiie jiie to them!! pengs* okie they are like 18 or more and they freakingly thought that im like 19 or OLDER.. fuck.. whats wrong.. pple usually say i got the zhang bu da face and am chidish giirl.. okie.. maybe its my hair colour bahz.. and i didn really tok or smile at them.. i was dao? and that makes me old? bullshit lor.. i still dun get it la.. wadever..
hiis daddy mummy knows.. =X but hiss daddy mummy never object.. =) big big SMILE.. hiis always niice to me.. but have been especially nice to me these few days ( aft hiis parents found out ) i noe im loveD by my xiao mark lao gong..
meeting joanna today.. i miss my bitch.. hahas.. she is one bes fren i can ever hav.. i love ter and xian too.. these 3 pple made the colours in my life..
berry long nv tok to john le.. i miss hiim.. slaps.. so many things wanna tell him..
everybody,
im loved..
whoops* off from OCN.. no rest tou.. will see me at suntec later.. workin again.. laughs*
met my baby yest.. smiles* was at his place with da mark and fabien.. they play mahjongg and i entertained myself with mapple.. lol.. yeahs.. nth much tou.. i just wan to say.. i miss my baby..
haiz.. im trying to create an entry here.. trying to look for things to blog bout.. sad* my life is getting more n more borin.. all i'll think of is work slack money and hiim.. no life.. trash..
i so seriously think that we r driffting apart.. slowly bit by bit.. day by day.. we r walking out of each others life.. ask me when was the last time u ever really hugged me.. i dun remember.. last time u ever looked into my eyes and say i love u~ i cant recall either..
everyone keeps asking me.. why u like never msg ur bf one?~ i dunnoe how to ans.. nv msg nv meet oso can staed ar~ i'm stunned.. like that oso call bf ar ~ i cried..
woots.. my new hair done! nice nice.. okie.. well done like 3 days ago... with my jojo.. im still awake.. oh yes i am.. still waitin fer hiis call.. sighz*
i just reach home!! im tired.. oh yes i am.. guess im black listed in dynacel.. but well i dun care anymore.. vyon treats me better and i feel that he is a better boss.. thumbs up for vyon and OCN!! smiles*
OCN is a fun place.. and pple there are nice.. well so far.. hahas... seng seng da tou and vyon.. nice pple.. tralalalas*
i hav to stay up tonite.. i have to.. for the sake of my loved one.. he said he missed me! hahas.. i miss him MORE.. gonna stay up and wait for his call.. i will.. perservere.. i hope we'd last long long long.. i really do..
hahas.. never thought i could like someone so much.. if it were me in da past i'd ditch hiim llong ago.. rite pple? but that is iff.. hahas.. this iss love.. yees..
i lurvve my xiaoo mark laoo gongg..
woots.. i like these two pics most.. lurve joanna lots.. BFFs fer life..
rotting half my day away at home.. well its okie.. coz i'll be out with jojo later.. joanna that is not jolyn.. hahas.. my two bezzies both i call JO.. lolx.. got my billabong bag yesterday! smiles.. totally proud.. its the last piece in purrfect condition.. proud*
it smeed like i reaally like pink and white.. but seriously i prefer black.. okie.. just recently im into black make ups and accessories.. khool and hot.. licks*
i love mark wong.. oh yes ii do.. ii wanna be wong tai.. oh yes ii do..
i love all my friiends.. ii love everyone whom have been always so dearly taking care of me when ii'm down and wipiing away my freaking tears.. everyone who tried to force my smiles out with some not funniie joke but id always luagh.. i love everyone and that includes my
highlight
pink* kor kor - the old freaking leaking jio cheng story which i hated the most..
im a wong tai wannabe..
im still working on *trust and i belive i can do iit.. hopefully..
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