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happy new year!!!
smiles*
yess..i was in skl today.. hahas.. didn really take lotsa photos.. em.. ya.. only wanted to blog bout one thing..
guess ive changed lots in mua looks now.. kinda scary.. coz like em.. not trying boast or anything.. but ya.. 2 seniors came up to me and asked fer my number.. pouts* whats goin on? whats wrong with me recently.. when i needed all these attention i had none.. but when i dun need any.. i get lots.. screams* the list of 3 goes on and still counting..
its 1/2 day tml.. but aft work hav to rush hm n den go san gugu hse.. sianz*
i feel super pampered.. i wish everything could remain as such or get even better.. i want to be the only princess ard.. the only girl that everyone will dote on.. i wan to be the only me.. only urs..
met up with my fav.. one and only princess of my kind.. andrea!! hahas.. we went shopping and met up with my mum.. had quite a lot to talk about.. and its still a never ending topic for us.. i miss her.. took quite alot of neoprints too.. hahas.. we also met a nice guy at da mrt station hu helped me chip out 250 to donate to some cheats hu r super irritatiing!! hahas.. just forget bout telling me its 100% charity.. i noe it myself. well what else can i say bout this pic.. its just all bout the princesses.. smiles* 
yeapz.. and who elsee other than my beloved jo can i go back with.. hahas.. i love her tu bits.. my BFF nehz!! muackz* had quite a lot of fun tgr.. forever.. haahas
went back to skl today fer da CNY celebration.. and i realize that my skl hav a new CCA.. lion dance!! aint it cooll.. and guess wad.. the instructor is FOO LOONG!! kaoz.. he is super khool can.. the whole troupe was great.. hahas.. buay pai buay pai* clapz*
wheehee.. thanks vinvin.. this i present to u my new cosmatic box.. nice nice.. i lurve it.. smiles* its black with a super cool zip.. muackz* its just puurrrfect aint it?
im confused and all messed up..
i like uu.. dear.. ii still do.. but can ii just dun accept uu?? untill the day ii feel that ~~ ii weigh more than ur ex in ur heart ~~ everythiing iis still bout her.. im not tryint to ask uu to change anything.. but please.. think before u do anything.. think how i'd feel before u ask me anything.. think of the pain i went tru 7 days ago.. uu are a nice guy.. soo nice.. all the girls ard uu wants ur attention.. and the fact is.. i dun like to share anything.. not even attention.. speak about BFs.. im sure im not paranoid now.. and im very sure that jeannette likes uu.. uu noe it urself.. i dun wanna remind uu anything..
bought a pair of skirt yest.. went shopppin with mark.. *smiles took some prints.. eat.. and went home..
off to work...
pouts* im receiving really lotsa unwanted attention.. attention as in people hu r like searchin for their other half.. 3 guys in like 2 wks? lol..
good thing.. i dun think i m missin u as much le.. dun wanna blog bout u no more..
mark was v nice.. he bought me a pack of kisses yesterday and a box of chocolate today.. smiles* he's really sweet.. i swear.. im kinda flattered too.. but i dun think id rush my way into another realtionship again.. i dun wanna end up cryin like the last time rd.. and yes.. he's one of the 3 guys..
im really tired.. i dun like to be alone.. i want to be loved.. pampered.. doted.. cared.. paied atention to.. everything.. but i promise.. i wun rush into any realationship for anything above.. no way..
everything is over.. and he gave me every stupid reson expecting me to forget him.. i was single sence 4 days ago.. single sence kors birthday.. SINGLE.. but not available.. i miss uu.. i'd keep myself so damn bloody busy but nth keeps u out of my mind.. if i were given a chance again.. i wun mind crying over uu again.. i wun mind being someone else subsitude.. i wun mind everything i did for uu.. for i still love uu.. cries...
workin at taka is getting better each day.. got a new kor kor.. super ah beng.. cannot stand him.. but is really nice.. and crappy.. and fun.. but he smokes.. my one and only XiaOmaRk kor kor.. smiles* and a new friend*?? he's really nice too.. just sent me home.. but not to mention.. =( i dunnoe his name.. pouts*
will be blogging again.. tml morn shift.. tired wor..
back from work liaoz.. lalala.. tired.. and in pain!!
ggrrhhzz* feel down on my way to centre point.. hand got bao bao.. :'( yeapz.. its my turn to drop by at john's place to see how he work.. lol.. =P his place is cool.. NEAT.. ya.. anyway.. my thumb hurts too.. thanks to my work.. had to button and unbutton and stuff... pouts* hahas.. ray left us liaoz.. hahas.. no one entertain me and giv me lillipop liaoz.. =(
nice guy = ray
hiim... we did sms.. but not much still.. i dunnoe.. his a busy guy.. too busy for me even.. far too busy.. i might nt have the extra energy to make hiim slow down for me.. one day perhaps.. he might just leave me behind without knowing.. one day.. goin at hs rate.. i just cant keep up with YOU!! uu wun bother anyway.
im tired.. damn bloody tired.. im sick.. im in pain.. im in love???
if u are goin to assume that there is someone else other than u in my heart.. than ask urself one question.. if there is.. why would i still be so posssesive over u? why would i be so anxious bout every single little thing bout u? just think bout it alrite..
than again.. why wun u reply me when i asked u the same question? think again..
3 days.. unless i msg u than u'd "msg" me.. or sometimes.. u wun even reply.. i tried nt msgin u.. indeed i was right.. u wun msg me at all.. 3days..
4th day ald..
still counting...
can i declare im "single" too?
can i be the one that u'd always care and be dere for*?
will uu pay more attention* to me?
will uu tell me how much u loved me every single day*?
will u wish me happy ever after too*?
how much do i mean to uu?
im avoiding the truth behind uu..
maybe everyone was right.. indeed things will change.. and so will feelings.. not trying to say anything over here.. no ill intentions.. and i still love u...
im like super vexed now alrite.. i really dunno what i should do.. maybe its really hard to juggle 3 things at a time.. time and energy consuming?? work studies and relationship.. which one should back off?? wo xin li you shu*
work was alrite.. but my foot hurts.. average of like 2 blisters per foot.. the shoe is really killing me.. but good thing ashley jie jie so v kind.. lent me her flip fliops home.. or i swaer i had to crwal my way home.. =( kor was v nice too.. he was the first ever person i toked to yesterday (other than my costomers)... he dropped by at ard 3 plus and pei me tok till like almost 4!! hahas.. a smile fer that =)
it was only after break than i started to break ice between ashley and i.. and i swear.. she was fun..
i hate the rain.. i swear i hate it.. i hate to work.. i hate every single evil soul around me!!! and IF the evil souls includes uu.. i hate uu too.. ='(
yeapz.. reach home le.. spent like 200 bucks this week.. im super broke now.. sianz 1/2.. but at least i still hav work now.. =P yeapz..
im startin work tml.. not berry excited yet.. coz i cant meet hiim.. i'll be so love-sick.. cries* went down to taka today to "train".. well to learn some basic stuff.. and yeahz.. the pple there seemed quite nice.. =) good thing lor.. shall show post my "uniform" up tml nite if i hav the time..
seriously i dunnoe wad to say tonite.. well i do hav lots to say.. but just dunnoe where to start..
all im thinking now is hiim.. i really dun wanna be miss nice.. i wan to tell the whole world hiis miine alredy.. i dun wanna share hiim with anyone else.. i dun like to share.. no... was browsing tru hiis phone.. and realised im not the only one calling hiim dear*.. wanted to ask hiim hu she was.. but hiis too tired for me.. sleeping*
KOR.. i didn ask again..
wake me up someone..
help...
i like this 2 prints.. both oso hav julie.. hahas.. right to left.. amber - julie - shirlynn - kyle - juli - princess me!!
yeapz.. the one on the right is the *group foto lor.. these are all da pple hu turned up today.. ONLY.. siping kor - nicholas - nigel gon gong - julie - viin hiim - me - and shirlyn.. love u all.. love u..
us again.. hahas.. center of attraction.. JOHN KOR.. hahas.. head so big in da middle block everybody.. =P
was taken quite long ago. yeapz.. the one rite at the top right hand corner is my beloved john kor.. =P he is the bez.. *smiles
im starting work soon.. and i swear soon.. like in 2 days time.. 9 solid hours.. im not very excited bout it anyway.. no time to pei him.. no time to shop and stuff.. everything brings my mood down.. and the tought that i hav to work and adapt to the new environment again irks me.. *sigh.. but to think of it again.. the mony and stuff.. i should be quite contented?? but i wish i'd have more time with him.. i wish we could spend every single free moment with each other.. he wont be free for me.. and even so.. i might not be free on the other hand.. =(
i havnt been very nice today, i swear i was evil.. and i havnt been feeling very =) either.. he organized an outing.. yeaps and lotsa pple turnned up.. SHE was here to.. but i didn tok to her.. didn feel like it.. maybe it was just me.. but i still dun hav a friendly feeling towards her.. i admit i was evil.. coz i totally treatedd her as if she was invisible.. it was even when we decided to take a group photo, i dragged shirlynn into the neo-machine and i left them standin out.. but i really still dun like you.. not as if i didn try to be friendly.. but i'll just turn mute* da moment i see u.. *ggrrzz im not feeling very proud bout what i did but.. yeahz.. im not feeling sorry or bad either.. coz im very sure i was invisible to u too? hahas.. whatever.. i dun care.. i dunnoe and i dun bother.. =
john kor.. if u are reading this....... well i didn tell him.. i didn ask.. i didnt.. coz i didn noe hoe to.. i didn even tok to him much.. i dunnoe why izzit so hard.. its just difficult? i dunnoe i feel wored..
shitty shit shit.. other than the rain and the things i just complained bout, there is still one more thing that really spoilt my day.. i saw that cat and da cat's girl on the bus.. god damn.. why am i just so sway today? everything seemed to be against me can.. sighz* hes botak.. should be goin to the army soon? dunno la.. dun care..
sky called me up too.. dunnoe whats hes up to either.. wanted to meet me upt tml.. to return the keys? guess so.. dun feel like meeting him at all.. but i dun want to keep his stuff with me either.. =p
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there is always a saying that go by * the lower your expectations the lesser your dissapointment..
how true can this be? well i dun belive in such things.. untill like last nite? dun wanna say much.. but ya.. its actually quite true.. but the term * no expectations is really quite FAKE.. how can there be *no expectations? esp when it comes to a relationship.. sighz* im trying to let go.. trying not to expect too much.. trying to do lotsa things.. trying to adapt even.. haiz
lotsa doubts.. lots.. lotsa questions.. lots.. lotsa tears.. lots.. lotsa fears.. lots..
fear of loosing?? fear of hving?? everything..
im tired..
when will this stuipd rain stop?? i miss the sun alrite.. its been chilly cold these few days.. how irritating.. i want to go out.. i want to go to the beach!! *ggrrzz..
people of my life.. people i swear i love.. =P i hav top left to right - linna - mummy - erjie-ariel - soonyuan - kenneth - zhi xian - linna again - yeelee - terence and jo - the twins - hiim and nigel - yi xin and ruth - hiim - my sistas - terrence *muackz* and of coz my one and only - john kor - andrea mei -hu are not in the collage.. these people bright up my life..
喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等
hahas.. kinda obsessed with this song recently..
thought this part was very nice..
how does your 100/100 look like than??
rmb i told u he'd look
-tall.tanned.good looking.loved me more than i loved him.
well its all bull shit..
coz u r my number 1 ald.. =P
time is till ticking freaking slow..
its like only 9 plus now..
like still hav an hour before u knock off..
tralalalalas.. i miss u..
kors bday is coming!!
my two kors.. john and ter..
im goin bankrupt.. =(
hahas.. dunnoe wad to get for em yet..
should be sharin with viin' ba..
tralalalalas.. 930.. 1/2hr more to 10..
hahas.. i love 10 o'clock..
coz my hiim and john will be knocking off!!
stonnig stonning..
its a rainny rainny day... its been rainin since i wake up.. sianz.. i'm bored.. and the day is passing freaking slowly.. sobz*
hiis working from 2 to 10.. i miss him..
im so stuck at home today.. stonning..
we've been goin on quite smoothly ever since then*..
hiis the best.. hahas..
but it seemed like.. nobody knows about US*..
well except some buds of mine..
feeling quite proud of myself this time..
coz.. well.. its the first time ive ever kept a relationship at such low profile..
no idea why i'm doin this.. maybe for hiim?? no idea lahz..
i wish i could announce my relationship w/him to everyone!!
coz i still dun like the fact that girls ard hiim dunnoe hiis attached..
hahas.. i just want hiim all miine..
i know i'm greedy.. i have to.. dont ii?
sighz* i feel quite shitty now.. im V broke..
only hav 2 bucks in my wallet now..
and havnt been in V good terms with my mummy this whole week..
dun wanna tok bout it touh..
*mei tian dou zai cao jia..
its been a week liaoz can..
really dun feel like goin home sometimes..
its not as if ii hav no where to go..
wadeva..
just posting ..
i'm bored stiff..
tralalala..
i miss hiim...
i miss hiim..
i want to go shoppping..
tralalalalalalalalas...
entertainment!!!
the day seemed to pass super slowly after u left us at Bugis.. good thing i still had my kor with me.. or i swear i'd rot and decay right on the spot the moment u walked away.. uu didn even turn and say bye or even look at me.. didn even call me.. *slaps and kick*
john seemed to be just the second xian to me.. now john is 24/7 there for me lehz.. beery nice. great listenin ear too.. only thing diff is john is kor and xian is mei.. hahas.. berry long neber tok to joanna and buds le.. wonder wad they doin.. lol.. kinda miss em'..
yeapz.. and i kinda feel sorry for yuan.. i kinda PSed him today.. cos i didn go.. the whole outin was cancelled!! didn noe i was so dua pai.. well actually coz YeeLee didn wanna be the only gal la.. hahas..so she called off the whole thing.. sad..
met mama for dinner and stuff.. shop a little.. yeapz.. i saw the debbi notebook again!! pretty pretty.. but mama dun wanna buy for me.. 1790.. berry ex mehz.. tralalala... i wanna buy heels.. dunnoe y i so short.. sianz (-_-)
well.. everything SEEMED to be settled ald tonight.. u SEEMED to start to know my thought and feelings.. dun dare to ask for more.. lets just hope for the better ya..
i miss uu*
i wanna go party again.. i miss that nite with my lillte melon and yuan on the dance floor.. i wanna party.. i swear my next time will be with my princess ariel.. she's the real party queen.. woots*
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oh.. and i forgot to add.. i reached home this morn at 11 !! *smiles* i'm proud of it.. my first time really tonning out till morning.. and i mean late morning with my friends!! khool..
but yeahz.. my mum is pissed with me now.. zZzzZ..
hahas..
i love soon yuan kenneth yee lee to bits bits bits.. love u all more than hiim.. =p
let go chiong someday again!!
it party time!!!
woots*
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met up with soon yuan and ppeps last nite.. AGAIN.. yeeps.. i seriously love em' to bits.. and yeahz.. we had lotsa fun.. and lotsa walking.. lotsa dancing too..
it was raining like shit before i went to to meet hiim.. the rain is really shit.. but yeahz.. i prayed.. and it STOPED!! hahas.. went down to bugis met hiim for awhile and i left.. coz i just cant stnad the biitch ard hiim. YUCKZ.. *pouts* so want to slap her.. kicks her ass hard*pouts* i hate hiim too.. slaps* what ever..
yeaps.. and i went on to meet my buds' down town.. we walked and walked and walked.. from like 7+ to 9+.. hahas.. had dinner at yoshi.. we squeezed.. *snuggles* expected.. i ate the slowest again.. hahas.. we slaked and slacked.. took some prints.. and slacked.. hahas.. finally.. we made our moves to esplanade but still.. we didn catch the 10 mins fire-works.. hahas.. poor soon yuan was dissapointed.. coz.. we were at bread talk.. hahas.. and yeaps.. we squeezed our way back to clarke quay.. *satisfaction* the silly melon, me and yuan sneeked our way into a pub.. we were berry guai coz we only danced.. hahas.. danced for like bout 2 to 3 hours can.. *smiles* enjoy enjoy.. yeapz.. we were all tired by 430.. made our way to cine.. its like 6 plusald lor.. im half dead by than.. hahas.. yeaps..
i left them like bout 7.. yuan and melon sent me off.. thanks lots to both of u.. esp yuan.. coz u wasted ur money.. hahas.. thanks yeaps.. went off to his place.. and lalas.. the end..
happy new year to myself.. and my best buds'..
sianz.. seriously... it hink i'll miss yuan when he leaves... he wun be like coming back for the whole of this year anymore.. sad.. hahas..
im bored.. and i want to go shopping.. i want money. i want to be loved.. by hiim.. *screams*
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