i hav so many damn fucking things to say but there is no single soul out here for me,!!! so wad if o levels is coming? like i fucking care now la!! like i really dun wanto study like that lor..
but there is really no one at home ma... and i dun like to be alone esp when i'm down can
?? all wanted is to just go out study.. berry hard mehz? like one piece of ur meat will drop off like that .. i really dunnoe wad all of u wan out of me.. jie jie is jie jie wad.. they smart is their problem wad.. i am still me wad.. i hav my limits and i noe where i stand.. why compare? i hate u to bits can? sometime i really wish u had aborted me 16 yrs ago.. why giv birth to me when u noe u dun hav enpough love to share among us?
why cant i go out? im 16 ald for goodness sake.. why still tie me so thight to u when u noe i want to break free.. the more u ristrict the more rebel i'll become.. why cant u even respect me and give me my little bit of privacy?? why always check on me like as if i'm only 16 MTHS old?? i'm not in a good mood.. infact i am in a super BAD mood.. i dun understand u.. i really dun!!! whats wrong with my friends? at least with them i feel free.. they make my smile.. u make my tears.. whats so fucking wrong if i look them up when i am down? i so dun see whats wrong lor... i know they'll wipe my tears away.. they make me smile.. they'll make my day alrite again.. they make me feel loved.. they make me feel part of them.. and for goodness sake.. we dun do illigel things.. we are just healthy friends.. whats wrong??!!! they listen to my problems.. they help me solve.. even if they cant.. they'll lend me a crying shoulder.. what hav u done for me??
i had cried enough last night why make me cry again now? my eyes HURT.. they really do.. sore and painfull.. will u care?? workaholic!!! why wun u just push me down the building so u wun hav to " worry " bout me no more?
my mind is filled of hatred.. tears.. and nothing else.. why add on to my pain?? of all times now??
why wun u understand me? why? why wun u listen to me and let me noe i exist in ur world? i noe i dun.. and now.. i dun wanto anymore.. i'm alone.. and i dun mind being alone anymore.. i stand by myself.. i hate u..
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