iie suddenly realised how much a difference he made iin maa liife and how much he have changed me.. well everythiing.. the way i dressed, the way i speak, places i hang out.. he iis the only liight source shiiniing iin maa liife.. he means everythiin to me.. iie miss hiim loads.. he might nort be wiith me these few mths physically, but our love will still go on.. wiith the support oof hiis famiily and my fwens, nothiing wiill go very wrong, i hope.. an empty shell i feel i am.. so strong and hard on the outside but so fragiile and empty on the inside now.. only waiitiing fer my hiim to fill me up once again.. wiith hiis love and care..
im still awaitiing for some only good news.. haish..
i aint alone wiith my fwens ard..
i love em all..
iie lorve hiim..
